I could really use a wish right now

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Xian...

Ok... i know that i have not been updating these few days, reason being my net has been slower than a snail +_+. Yes i know i have fail net... o had PTC on Thursday, with my sht results i actually had a better class/level position than i thought that i was gonna get. Thank god that the CA1 marks helped pull my MYE marks up so i failed only Chinese :D but the rest was like a borderline pass... Stupid L1R5 is 32 +_+ Fri was public holiday, grandmother and aunts came down from KL to visit. Going home tml. Went out to Jack's Place for dinner today, had steak :D not eaten that in quite a long time ... Cause we only go out to eat when they come down. Last time was like in december. Went down to Orchad today also.

1st day of holidays...

Well first day of hols was spent having training in the morning then CFing in the afternoon. The Bravos said i was very fierce O.o Stupid mousehunt doesnt bloody like me. Caught a mouse at 2.02pm then didnt catch any till 5.45... Then the bad luck streak continues. So bloody pissed that i left dojo and went to GGT to try my luck... PTC tml... gonna get screwed. Then got refresher course at HQ in afternoon... XIAN!

Holidays are Here!

Woooot! Holidays are finally here! Too bad they are only gonna last for 2 days... cause Thursday PTC then my holiday over liao... Anw my holidays are pretty stuffed up with traings, courses and watnot... Hairul let us watch "Boy in Stripped Pajamas" during english... Watched it before so was boring... Just 1 thing to say Hairul fails at IT, those of you wondering why there was no bloody sound, it was cause she didn't plug in the damn audio cable... Classroom cleaning during last period, slacked all the way through by hiding behind the backdoor of classroom. Went come and played CrossFire :D I are can quickscope... But that lapsap sniper of mine cannot 1 hit K =_+ xibei dulan then 1 shoot 1 time before can shoot another time i tiok KS... Stupid xia... Then my score all like 8-2X best was 34-2X... Shit that lapsap sniper...

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Been a few days since last post cause my comp got confiscated. On tuesday i think went downstairs for dinner, came back up to my room saw that my father took my computer, so i went down to the living room and started scolding vulgarities at my father, then went back to my room slammed and locked the door. So today my father "kindly" gave it back to me. But still fk him.

Friday 21th
1st training. Seniors and sir keep saying that we did not scold the Bravos enough O.o Had drill mutual test after that, was quite funny as Mr Tan kept asking us to complete faster so we had to rush through it and it became damn funny :D Went to bubble tea shop after that and slacked then cabbed home with Gabriel.

FK! My SF acc tio banned =_+

Screw this... My SF account got banned... Reason being unapproved 3rd party program wtf? I didn't even use any hacks! Fk IJJI! Got back phy,english,bio section A and chem results today... Failed phy and chem... I reckon imma fail a lot more than these... Had a damn long interaction with senior Tiew and senior JM after school about our post and blah blah blah... Came home wanted to SF logged in and wtf that message popped out... Hong gan xia =_+

F&N Cherry :D

Today was out Ehh Ess Emm Shi Xian's bday :D We filled baloons with F&N Cherry then blew them up. Luo Cheng was supposed to grab her and drag her to the field where we would pop them on her. Instead she said "bash the bash lar i scared liddat" O.o brave. First time i see people so willingly walk to the place and get bashed. So yea after we were done her t-shirt was totally wet. Did i mention that a balloon popped in Sat's face when she was blowing it :D Made a damn big mess in air room. After that had lecture for Gold Wing. Damn boring cause i learned all those things before. Went home, commed and now I'm blogging. Probs be getting back results tml. Gonna fail a heck lot of subjects imo... =_+ Anw i don;t intend to tell parents my results till this Sunday.

Bird Watching is lame...

... Damned parents of mine woke me up at 6.30am this morning and forced me to go birdwatching... WTF MAN! Grudgingly i went and like i expected it was fking boring.... Walking around with a pair or binoculars looking for birds.... =_+ ended at around 10.30pm. Bought lunch and went over to grandparents place for a while. Then went home and slept till like 7+

-ImmuneTeam- kenna owned

Went LAN with -InFecTeaM- today. Played the passing and few other maps at GS. Then we went to Raiders to have match with -ImmuneTeam-. They kenna tok by us then sore... G went to but drink and pangseh, A go on music and pangseh... Scores were 28xx to 12xx... Stupid MH... Got like 15k exp aready and still haven even 1%... Wait make that 21480 exp.

Bored like hell...

Goddamn... Father didn't go to work today... Took leave... Couldn't play comp as i don't want him knowing that i took it back cause then he will go set those damn parental controls that limit me to 1 hr a day again... But he will be going out later so i have bout 2 hrs, give and take a few to play. Nets been working better than usual today, hope it keeps up till later, if not I'll keep dcing when i play... =_+

And all hell breaks loose

Wooooo exams are finally over!!!!!!!! All hell is breaking loose, imma qiong comp all day.

World of Warcraft

1 More Day!!!

Had chem paper today. I thought it was rather easy. Had aero meeting after school. Went home and played SF. Joined 19 games and only completed 1 why?! CAUSE OF MY FKING NET! Fail ass sht net! 1 more bloody paper and im free till i get my results, then i'll be screwed. NCOs are coming over 2 my house on Mon for GW lecture O.o

4 kills 1 death then *poof* dc! Fking net...

Net needs to go suck its own balls!

Stupid internet of mine is really pissing me off! Stupid thing works when i can't play games... When i want to and can play games it won't fking work! Screw it man!

Screen Shots

Headshots is 1982 cause can't see properly.





Some random SF screenshots... Will upload more later... Don't QQ at the noob scores cause i was lagging like a bitch when i was playing those matches.

kw-phy.ggnore.com

Woooo I'm soooo gonna phail my physics paper!!! Woot! Supposed to choose 2 qns out of 3 i never go read the bloody instruction go ans al 3 =_+ Some more alot blank and MCQ all throw dice pick number... On the bright side at least i know I'm not the only 1 going to phail :D 2 more papers and I'm freee!!! At least till results come out =_+... Then I'm screwed...

Goddamn it!

Sht man =_+ just realised my damn holiday clashes with my Spec Course... Xian lar walan eh! Hmm gonna try see if i can not go or see if can change the dates... =_+

3 more days till all hell breaks loose +_=!

3 days, 3 papers then we are FREE! (at least till we get our results) Think i can only get a barely pass for my E maths paper 2 lol... Didn't know how do a lot of sht =_= That stupid car question.. FK IT! Bio should be able to pass i think, as to what extend i will pass with is unknown... Not gonna study for any other paper except chem. Rest are bull. Stupid desktop of mine idk why just doesn't want to connect to the damn internet +_=... means no SF for me goddammit! So i spent my time playing that lapsap MoH Pacific Assault... Sucky draggy game... Ahh well hope that stupid comp of mine solves the argument with the internet and connects back... Means im stuck on the laptop that too shitty to play any games...

Girls Generation/SNSD

Whats with people liking SNSD so much? I admit the girls look hot (at least some of them do) but their songs are only okay O.o (maybe its cause i don't understand korean? idk.)

FK u!

So being mother's day today u think that actually gives you the rights to shout at me for something that i didn't do? And me shouting back defending myself is not givng you respect?! Well i only got 1 thing to say to you man Fk U! Woke up at about 10+ father was installing some program for my lil sis on her laptop. Cause dad confiscated my desktop + laptop i'm sharing my sis's atm... Cause my father is some comp pro that works for NCS he goes through all the files on the comp and finds 2 files related to games... So he call me up to the study room and ask me what those 2 folders were and i was like how would i know. He says i see these folders on your comp also don't deny that you didn't install these things. So i looked at the folders 1 was JAVA! The other was idk wat never see b4 prob some lame game my sis plays. I said i didn't install or play any games on the laptop! So this was when my mum came down from her room and ask my dad wat happen. He says that he found some files and blah blah blah, then mother starts shouting at me and accusing me that i am playing games instead of studying. So i fking tell that the java is wat is used to run that stupid club penguin that sis plays and idk wat the other 1 is. Dad shouts," you think you sister is so smart to install all these?!" Shouts back," you don't believe then you call her come up lar!" "don't blame your sister i know she is not that smart to install these things!" "so you think your daughter doesnt pay any games lar?! you should see how long she spends playing every damn afternoon" *goes into room and slams door* didn't go down until dinner. FK YOU MAN!

Trance - Beat is coming up

Look at my face I can hear you
Just how I feel I will tell you
Wake up and start feel emotions
When you're dancing on the club

We are the kings of the music
I wanna be you're illusion
Wake up and start feel disire
When the beat is coming up

The beat is coming up

Look at my face I can hear you
Just how I feel I will tell you
Wake up and start feel emotions
When you're dancing on the club

We are the kings of the music
I wanna be you're illusion
Wake up and start feel disire
When the beat is coming up

And sometimes
I wanna see the sunshine
The night is cold
I can freeze so hard

And sometimes
I wanna see the starlight
The moon is dark
We can see the stars forever

World of Warcraft

So i've gone back to playing WoW, private server though, not retail. Playing on the same realm but different server. Been gone close to 6 months now and i need to say a heck load of stuff have changed O.o Those lil goblin teleporters have gone... Now we need to take 3mins "joyrides" on some birds or griffins to get to a place which once took 2 seconds with the teleporters... =_= But still all my friends from the other server i used to play on, even those who had left for good are back! Can finally play with them again! Missed you guys man! Will upload some SS later on.

Some advertising for the server :D
http://wocserver.org


Currently at 28 on the top 100 among the thousands of private servers. I guarantee you will make a lot of good friends :D
WoW takes like 4 days of continuous downloading so u can get the files from me, its like 19gig.

Wats sup the the weather?

Whats the freaking problem with the bloody weather! Its been so damn hot lately even putting the bloody fan right next to me when sleeping and i can still sweat man wth! Looks like going to sleep with air con liao =_= Luckily its raining now not so hot anymore.

Back 2 old blogskin

Ok since u guys say that the other red and black blogskin makes me look gay... I've changed back 2 this 1 again... NO MOAR QQ!

Chinese is a narb.

Chinese sucks. Left a heckload of questions blank and wrote a heckload of crap answers. I i can even get 10 marks i will be jumping for joy.

Pics are up.

I thinks i are going to phail geog tml...

I think I'm going to fail my geog exam tml... I cant even be bothered to look at the damned textbook... Too much stuff to memorize... As for chinese... It goes without saying that i have aready failed it... Never passed chinese from P4 till now except for PSLE... No idea who i actually passed it in PSLE also.

I stand here all alone and watch the years go by
I wonder how on earth can someone make me smile
But then you came into my life and made me whole
You held my hand and i could never ask for more
I'm calling you (calling you)
I'm calling out your name again
My call for you (call for you)
Please don't never leave again
Calling you (calling you)
I'm calling out your name again
My call for you (my call for you)
Please don't never leave again

_I_ A Maths!

I hate A Maths ttm! Lets just hope those damn method marks can bloody save me... English was rather easy though... Off to play SF and study geog. Cyas!

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
Love people who treat you right and forget the ones who don't.
Believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance - Take it!
If it changes your life - Let it!
Nobody said life was going to be easy,
They just promised that it would be worth it.

I shouldn't love you but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but i can't move
I can't look away

And i don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

This feelings taking control
Of me and i can't help it

Though you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just got to say it all before i go

It's getting hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do you want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i don't know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Think I'm gonna fail A Maths tml...

As post title says Think I'm gonna fail A Maths tml... Looked at the exam papers and don't know how to do a heck lot of the questions... Exam time and i'm still playing comp games...

So today was rather slack. Zaiton gave us 1st period to study for or exams, Miss Chin came in during 2nd period and explained some geo stuff, what exactly i cant remember. Then had bio with Mrs Chan, she gave us a "crash Course" explained to us a lot of chapters was really useful tbh. SSRP during chinese spent playing games again... Had to endure 2 bloody periods of fking Ng Kae Pheng's class... I ask people question she say i talking to them make me go back 2 my table...

Had some stupid briefing for SPA after school in hall... Was in there for like 30 mins and was sweating like sht! Wonder how people can actually take exams in the hall.

I GOT MY ELMO TODAY :D Pic will be uploaded in a few days time... (I hope)

To that Newb who is angry at me

Newb, if u are even looking at this then don't get angry over what i say or comment. Don't take what i say to heart, I'm just kidding! Don't have to go all angry over it... Smile Always :D

Notes O.o

School was pretty boring today... We all changed seats during class and joined tables cause a lot of us didn't bring this and that. Hairul didn't come today also so we had 2 periods SSRP, which i spent listening to songs and playing games. Went to JF's house after school to get WoW files as well as some notes. Went home and looked through the notes and realized they are damn useful O.o Thx a heck lot for the notes JF!

Needs To Wake Up +_=

As you guys know... Exams are here... But I just cant bring myself to study... Keep saying today i will study this or that, end up sleeping or watching tv or doing something else rather than studying... Even tried drinking super gao coffee at 8pm so i can stay up late and study when my parents are all asleep and when its damn quite... The coffee works great... But my mind is not cooperating with me... End up staring at blank space out of my window till about 4-5 am when then coffee wears out... What the hell is wrong with me... I need to wake up my bloody idea... Goddamn my life...

Coming Clean

I don't really know why i am doing this but... If you guys have me on Facebook you would know that recently I've been posting some song lyrics or other quotes as my status & well it has attracted quite a lot of attention =_+... But i only have 1 thing to say to u guys who have commented on those status. YOU GUYS ARE BIASED! When Sam post song lyrics as status u guys don't go around making fun of saying that he likes somebody or stuff like that... But when i post them as my status you guys start spamming stuff like O.o Kianwai likes somebody!

So today I'm coming clean... As to why i am doing this, its cause its been bugging me a lot recently and its kinda been distracting me from paying attention, studying for exams and you know stuff like that... If you guys know me well enough, you will that that when it comes to writing stuff I'm not one of the best people at doing it... So don't expect what I'm going to say to be very good.

Right, coming to the point, as the title of the post says, I'm coming clean today. Why i am doing so is explained in the paragraph above. Yes i like somebody, but as to who it is I am not going to say. For those who know, I would appreciate that you guys will just zip your lips and not say anything about it. I hope that that person isn't reading this also... Well I can't make up my mind if I should just give it up or should I wait and try again... If you guys know me well enough then you would know very well that I am a very frank person and I speak my mind freely... Something that I should not have done... Was too frank the first time round and I screwed it up a heck lot... So know I'm at a total lost at what should I do right now... =_+

Well i spend a lot of time playing online games so generally i have a lot of online friends... And sometimes i think that my virtual friends actually understand me more than my friends from school... So I'm more comfortable talking about things online than face to face with somebody. You'll find that i say and do things online that you will never find me saying or doing IRL (in real life).

Those song lyrics and other stuff that i have been posting on Facebook as my status is sort of how I am feeling... These song lyrics describe how I'm feeling right now...

You were always hard to hold
So letting go aint easy
Im hanging on youre growing cold
While my mind is leaving

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

I would appreciate that if you guys can just read this post, then forget about it... I do not wish for people to start making wild guesses as to who the person is...
As I have said earlier, for those people who know who it is, I would appreciate if u guys just keep mum. Thx.

Going to Taiwan in June O.o

Mum went down to Suntec City today had some travel fair there... Booked us a 7 day trip to Taiwan at bout 1.5k ea O.o 13-20 June. Dunno should i be excited or not... Going to some farm and sht like that. Will upload a photo of the itinerary soon. (I hope)

+_= bored...

So yesterday's wedding dinner was fun O.o Held at some restaurant at UOB Plaza on the 60th floor. Could see the whole of boat quay there. Could see Esplanade, Marina Bay Sands & Singapore Flyer. Drank like 20+ glasses or coke, sprite and F&n orange... I swear im not gonna touch any soft drinks for a good week or 2. So before i left the house i sprayed insecticide in my room cause lately theres been a heck lot of mosquitoes, then closed the door. So when i reach home at like 12am, i didn't bother switching on any light, so guess wat... *bam* slammed my face on bedroom door... Goddamn pain xia!

Today studied geography in morning. Went to library at bout 11am, then had lunch at LJS @ J8... Food there quite expensive and the seving amount is pathetic imo... Eat liao not full de. After that went home and slept for like 3 hours or so, then studies geo some more... But i cbf making notes so i just did assessment book and read textbook... Had nothing to do in the evening so i took my bike out to Bishan Park. So much frigging construction i cant find my way around it anymore... Cycles for 2+ hrs... Legs feel like jelly now O.o all wobbly.

Pon & Zi

Was searching for some stupid pics on google yesterday and i came across these cartoon and i think they're damn cute O.o Its called Pon & Zi. Heres the link if u wanna go and see uploaded most of them onto my FB also O.o http://www.ponandzi.com/image.php?img=1

Free Food!

Gong for some wedding dinner later! Free Food!!! YAY!!! Who's wedding i'm not really sure... One of my mothers cousins wedding or mother's cousins children wedding... Something like that. Other than that to look forward to do im stuck at home as usual with nothing to do... So bored that i actually went back to play RuneScape FTW! Still cant get used to those new starhub channel numbers... Damn starhub why did they have to change the channel numbers +_=