Prelims Day 1

Prelims started today... 3 bloody papers in 1 day man wth...

E maths was ok I guess. Quite confident.
But guess what? I forgot to bring my long ruler and curve ruler.
So I bent my 15 cm ruler and used it to draw the curve...

Chem was ok also. I can safely say all the tuition payed off.
Still I think I made some really stupid mistakes...

English paper was a bore as always... 30mins doing, 1hr 10mins sleeping...

I've decided not to study for combined humanities this time round.
Don't have the time lol...

Ohh the new principal is an idiot... >.<
He screwed up out time table...
Each period is now 35mins.
And there's 3 periods of maths in a row... >.<
And also 3 periods of SS now... >.<

Ohh did I mention that we now have classes till 4.15pm >.< ...

Updates...

Well my holiday basically didn't seem like a holiday at all...

Mon till Sat, tuition from 12-5... Damn xian...

Holiday homework not done as usual.
Only this time I don't intend to do it...
Those 3 compre papers can just rot in a corner.

Dragged my ass down to Vivo and got myself a Crumpler bag. All the other colours were out of stock, so I only had the choice of the red one...
I feel stupid. I endured a 50min bus ride to Vivo. I took a train back and it only took 30mins...
An extra 20 mins wasted just cause i was lazy to go to the train station...

stupid Facebook...

Damn Facebook.

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Xian ttm...

Argh my holidays have been stuffed with extra classes and tuition... >.<

Best things is.. I've got Tuition from 1 to 5 every damn day this week and next...
What makes things worst is that tuition is at bugis... >.<

So I was thinking of getting myself a Crumpler bag O.o but I'll get it only if I'm able to drag my lazy ass to orchard...

Zzz...

As our lives go on,

I want to hold your hand and talk about our dreams,
and while I sleep, if just for a moment,
I want to be in your future.

Recently something happened to my heart,
and I've just been falsely blaming you.

You run away in shock,
while I quickly chase you like an idiot to say "I'm sorry."

These repeating days, have worn down my soul.

You tell me to "grow up," I get it,
but I'm just not that simple.

As our lives go on,

I want to play side by side with you,
and while I sleep, if just for a moment,
I want to be part of you.

Hiax...

Sometime I wonder and ask myself, why did I do it in the first place...
Cause now I really feel crappy and there's nothing that I can actually do about it...

I swear that this is the biggest mistake I've made...
And also the biggest regret of my life...

Sometimes I wish I had a time machine...
So I could go back in time and undo the mistakes that I made...

Thoughts keep running through my mind...
"What should I do now?"
"What were you hinting at?"
"What will happen in the end?"

I swear it's tormenting me...
It's like bell that keeps ringing continuously at the back of my head...
Its irritating...
And it keeps bothering me...
It just won't leave me alone...

Why did I even start something that I know I would never complete...

O.o

Either more people are viewing my blog than i expected, or my blog stats are screwed.

Ok I think my blog stats are screwed... 34 blogviews on a day that I didn't post anything... And an average of 3 or 4 views when I do actually post something...

Looks like Kian Sam is at the top of the list for blogviews followed by some jajas who see my post via MyBlogPost on facebook.

Zzz...

TMD... >.< yesterday I decided that from today onwards I would study in the study room cause studying in my room has resulted In my table being clutted with books and worksheets...

So this morning I moved all the stuff on my table into the study room... Then I went out for lunch. Had a 1 hr nap after I came back.

When I woke up there was some guy in the house. So I asked my mother who it was. And guess what?
The day I decide to study in the study room, my mother has to decide to change the cushions on the chairs in the study room... >.<

Best thing is it's going to take 2 weeks to replace the cushions...

So I had to move nvm everything back into my room... >.< and now my table is even more messy than it was this morning...

Why...

Why can't I stop thinking about you...
Nothing I try works...
I just can't seem to get you out of my head...
I cant seem to forget about you...

I swear this feeling sucks...
This feeling of confusion...
It's eating me from the inside out...

Should I try again?
Or should I just let you go...

I can't figure out what you were hinting at...
I'm afraid my decision isn't the option you were trying to tell me...
In that case what would happen...

It's ironic...
I keep saying to myself I'll try to stay out of your life...
But everytime you go online I can't resist starting a conversation...
Cause I do actually enjoy them...
Cause they are full of crap and nonsense...
Drifting from one stupid subject to another...

These conversations actually make my day...
And cheer me up after I've had a crappy day...

Some part of me hopes you won't be reading this...
But another part of me hopes you will actually read this...

Hiaz... Indecision gets me no where...