Resolution

Ok, no joke.

My new year's resolution this time. Do something about all those profanities.

Yes I know I've made this resolution like last year also..

But.. This year..

Slowly, step by step, bit by bit. I shall accomplish it.

Europe

Ok, so i found a copy of the itenary, so i shall do a better post.

Day 1 & 2
So my flight to Rome with transit at Istanbul, was supposed to be at 12.30am. But when we got to the airport, they told us the flight was delayed by an hour.. So anyway boarded the plane at about 1.40am.. Didn't take off till about 2am..

11 hour flight to Istanbul, didn't sleep a wink..

Upon arrival at Istanbul, found out that our flight to Rome had already left, missed it cause of the first flight delay.. So anyway we got a flight 3 hours later.

So arrived in Rome at about 1.30pm local time.

Went to see Saint Peter's Square and Cathedral.

Rome is weird, there are random clock towers all over the place.

Italy, the place where just about every Tom, Dick and Harry smokes. You cant walk around without breathing in second hand smoke.

Day 3

Went to the Colosseum. Saw the Trevi Fountain in the afternoon, and the Spanish Steps that night. Had a city tour also.

I realise all those photos of the Colosseum on post cards and stuff are so heavily photoshopped.. Colosseum is located smack in the middle of the city, surrounded by busy roads and stuff. Not with clear blue sky in the background with nothing around it.

Day 4
Went over to Pisa to see the Leaning Tower in the morning. Then went over to Venice.

Day 5
Venice today. Took a ferry to Venice Island in the morning. Went to Saint Mark's Square, then went for Gondola ride.  Visited a glass factory also. Ferry back to mainland, then off to Milan. Went to some shopping area in Milan, the checked in at the hotel.

Day 6

Crossed the Italian boarded into Switzerland. It was snowing! Stopped at a rest stop on the highway, thew some snowballs and stuff.

Then went to Mount Titlis. Cold as hell.. Negative temperature. Had to take 3 cable cars up.

Anyway I fell sick. Burning with a fever.. Could not sleep at all that night.. Skipped lunch and dinner also..

Woke up at 3am cause my nose was dripping, wiped it away, but it kept dripping, and it was getting worse. So I went to the toilet, only to realise my nose was bleeding...

Stained my t shirt, few drops on the blanket and bed sheets also..

Day 7
Supposed to go to Jungfrau today.. Explore the ice caves, glacier and snow fields.. But i was stuck in the hotel room burning with a fever..

Day 8
Visited some Lion Monument, and Chapel Bridge. Then off to Geneva.

Saw the International Red Cross Building, World Health Organisation Building and the United Nations Building.

Off to Dijorn after that.

Day 9
Went to Paris today! Went to the Lafayette Gallery in Paris.

Well i sat at a cafeteria for 6 hours with my father while all the ladies in the group went to shop..

Thai dinner after that. Food was good as hell.

Day 10
Christmas Eve today. City tour of paris. Saw the Arc de Triomphe, Champ Elysees Boulevard, Place de la COncorde, and Notre Dame Cathedral and the Eiffel tower. Then visited some perfume factory. My nose died in there.

Day 11 & 12
Paris Charles de Gaulle airport, transit flight to Instanbul, then back to Singapore.

Rest of the hotos will be on Facebook when i am not feeling lazy :)

Holidays

So starting tomorrow, I'll be MIA for 2 weeks.

Going to Europe. (Italy, Rome, France)

Don't miss me. LOL.

New Song Player

Since Mixpod has been shutdown, I'm now using a HTML code player. Can only play audio though...

Anyway... The song on my player is (KARA Solo Collection) Seungyeon - Guilty

Son Dam Bi - Dripping Tears

Freaking nice song. Plug in earpiece, blast = heaven.

Rest of the songs from the album are totally nice also.

Finally..

Finally some new and good songs to listen to..

Reeeeeemix

So i found this awesome remix!! Eargasm. Srsly.

1st video is the full song.
2nd video is a live performance of the song without the awesome beginning D:

Stupid me..

Why did i not get the repackaged album earlier?... >_~

Was listening to the T-ara Remix Album and heard this song, and i thought to myself "This one by T-ara meh?.. How come I never hear before?.."

Did some research and.. FML.

Anyway the song is T-ara - I'm Really Hurt

MusicBank 26 Oct AoA - Get Out

I think this is the best live performance by far from them :)

Still don't know why Yookyung is a "half-angel" :/
Shes always singing while shes drumming.
She should just become a full fledged angel..

Sexy Looooooooooove

Credits to the gif's owner, idk who it belongs to.

Found this cool T-ara Sexy Love gif   :D

J-Min 제이민_아름다운 그대에게 OST_일어나(Stand Up) _Music Video

Mixpod is totally screwed.. The only skin that can actually play the song is that default skin.. Dont even ask me why, cause i have no idea.

Anyway, this is the MV of the song thats playing.

J-Min - Stand Up (OST To The Beautiful You)

Hope you like it :)

Outward Bound

So i came back from a 3 day camp at OBS on Friday. There were fun parts, and there were sucky parts. I'll explain below.

Day 1.
So me and Kevin met in school at 7am on Wednesday, as usual, got some idiots late as hell.. So we departed school at like 7.45am.. We were supposed to leave at 7.15am btw. The stupid bus driver.. Dunno take what route.. Ended up with a 1hr journey.. Journey back on Friday took only half an hr btw, and the traffic conditions weren't great.

So anyway, we reached the OBS center somewhere in Punggol, split into groups, had a little briefing and stuff, got our valuables collected, the boarded the ferry.

After a short 10min ride, the instructors told us while we were on the boat, to put on our life vests.. Why?.. Cause we were supposed to jump off the boat and swim to shore.. I was like "WTF?..." Haven't even step on Ubin shore, need to get wet alr..

Anyway, after that, we went to our bunks to have a little wash.. And our bunks were the furthest away.. Right at the end.. We went for lunch after that, and I tell you.. OBS FOOD SUCKS. Yes, the quality, taste and everything, just plain sucks. I would rather eat instant noodles..

Had to go through belaying practice after lunch.. High elements after that, heroes die first, i went up first lol. Was fun though. And belaying is freaking tiring..

Outdoor cooking after high elements, food was sooooooooooooo much better than the food from the canteen. Looking at all the noobs cooking, me and Kevin laughed so hard.

Kayaking expedition the next day, had a little briefing and stuff after dinner, then off to bed.

Day 2
Kayaking expedition day. Woke up at 5.30am.. >_< Met the instructors at 6.30am, morning PT.. Did i mention PT in long sleeves, trackpants and wet shoes?..

Breakfast after that, then kayaking practice. We had to do the expedition in 3 man kayaks.. God damn i tell you.. But I'll skip this part in case *ahem*

Rained after out kayaking practice.. Had to wait till 11am before Cat 1 was over.. By this time, we missed the window to do the cross-island route.. So we had to do the round island..

Expedition was going fine, until.. Sudden gusts of strong wind, and massive waves.. Me and Kev paddled our ass off.. The 3rd person in out kayak.. I've got nothing to say.. Burden..

Cat 1 again after that.. We stopped at a beach to seek shelter. Me and Kev were gaying under a poncho. Lol.

Set off after the rain. 1 hour ++ to reach camp.. I was dying at this time..

Got back to camp, washed the kayaks and stuff. then me and Kevin chionged back to bunks for our shower, then had dinner after that. Was about 7.45 when we got dinner.

Cant really remember what happened after dinner, but I think we had a little debrief or smth. Bed time after that. My ass was hurting so much i couldn't even sleep properly.. Anyway my body was aching all over..

Day 3
Woke up at 5.30am.. Again.. Morning PT.. Everybody was dying.. Some stupid games also.. Breakfast after that. Then back to out bunks to clean up.

After clean up, went to the 2nd level of our bunks, which is an empty space, for some reflection and sharing time.

Had one last activity after that, walking a rope with the help our friends. Instructors randomly passed a certificate to each of the people there, and got them to find the person who the cert belonged to and give it to them. Lunch was next, sucky as usual. After that, bought an OBS t-shirt, and it was time to leave.

Ferry to shore, said a really small goodbye to the instructors, then it was onto the bus.
Stupid bus passes J8, but the stupid teacher dun let me drop.. So had to take all the way back to school..

Took a bus to Thomson Plaza, went to eat KFC, yes, i was so desperate for some good tasting chicken, 3 days at camp, all 3 days they served chicken which tasted so freaking sucky.

Home after that.

So i shall show you my sunburn. My arms are literally pink.

Phantom - Burning

I finally found the song i was looking for lol!! And i found it completely by chance!!

So here you go!! Enjoy!! :)

Get lost.

Ok, srsly. You're getting on my nerves.

"I'll give you a scenario. You are in class. Listening to the teacher drone about something you know already. That's not the main point. The people you consider as friends are around you, yet they act like you don't exist. They laugh, share and chat. Like you never existed. This is what I went through today."

So, what's your freaking problem here huh? You don't talk to people, and then you say we don't talk to you. What sort of freaking logic is that? Common. Stop being a f**kwit. Grow up. And you're 1 year older than most of us.

"No Action Talk Only" << heard of this?
Yeah. That describes you perfectly.

"Exam is in 3 weeks, but all I care is my interview results"
Orly? Well ok then. I hope you fail all your freaking modules. So I don't have to see your stinking face again next semester. Cause at the moment, I really want Ti punch your face in.

Ohh, and to add icing on top of the cake, I hope you don't get into NPSU also.

Chances for you to redeem yourself are rapidly going down the drain. But I still have a little tiny thought of forgiving you. If you actually approach us and say something in the next few days.

Or I am prepared to edge the fact that my clique is now made up of 4 members in my mind.

Ohh wait. I am prepared to do that any time. And I have half the mind to do it right now.

So wake up your f**king idea. Last chance you've got.

Screw you.

I already said last night, I mean what i say.

If i ask you so sod off, you better sod off.

Or i will wack you.

Now deal with it. F***wit.

Something about me.

Just in case you guys don't know this about me. I am a very open person. I say what I want, when I want. And I really don't give a damn at all what people think about me. Don't like me? Hate me then. See if I give the slightest damn.

I also mean what I say. If I say I am going to do something. I will do it.

Also. I'm good at ignoring people. I can treat you as totally invisible if I do desire to.

Crappy friend.

Long post is long.


Ok, so if you've been reading my blog, (yes i know i don't update it very often) you will know what i HAD this 1 classmate, who i know don't give a shit about and am totally ignoring. (read the older posts to find out)


Well, now, 1 of my other classmates is annoying me with his attitude.


How am i going to explain this.. Let me think...


Ok so, i don't give a shit. Gonna quote from him.
"I'm supposed to be doing homework which is due tomorrow but I don't really care. I need to get this off my mind. ASAP. I was thinking why am I doing homework. To pass my modules. For? Me? My girlfriend? My family? Not really. I just want to pass so it wouldn't leave a black mark when I apply for sub committee. It is kind of scary to think what happens if I fail to get in. I won't think of suicide but what will happen to my studies? Yes I do have other friends but I do want to join sub comm. It's like the final aim for me right now. GPA doesn't matter anymore. "


"I NEED to get in. It's not a want, its a need. Something I require to get motivation."


Theres alot more, but I'm gonna stop there. His blog is just too shitty to read.

Ok so here is the deal.     Friends > Study? Friends > GPA?

If you are by any chance reading this, WAKE UP YOUR FREAKING IDEA!!

Is NPSU going to take u anywhere?
Is NPSU going to give u money and a home next time?
Is NPSU going to give u a job?

Well the answer is obviously a big fat freaking NO.

You keep saying XXX keeps playing Neopets in class, but you play web-browser games in class everyday and don't listen to the lecturer. Are you not the same as him?

You copy the answers off the board, and when the lecturer asks you to explain how you got the answers because he obviously saw you copying, you go "Ohh i know how to do, I just forgot how i got the asnwer" YEAH RIGHT. Again, you're just like XXX, not owning up when you did something wrong.

What else is there? Ohh yea, you freaking talk to yourself when you are playing that shitty web-browser game of yours. ITS FREAKING ANNOYING YOU KNOW?!

And you keep asking stupid questions. *friend playing Wintermaul* you go "What you playing?"

And the fact that you just cant accept anything. You know yourself you are always in this GG situation. You yourself keep saying "GG already lar!!" and when we say that u GG already, you go "WHERE GOT?! I WHERE GOT GG?!"

And your "fail liao sua attitude" you think this is going to being you anywhere? "Fail then fail lor, sua. At most retest nia"

And you keep saying "This weekend i study" Study? yea right "I no time study, weekend i go see my gf" and then exam/test, your grade come out some shitty shitty low mark.

And yea, leaving 40mins after the ComPro test started. Leaving question 3 blank. Even the worst people in class stayed and ATTEMPTED the question. You on the other hand, LEFT IT BLANK. And yea, finishing the first 2 questions in 30mins? And you claiming that u are going to get both of them correct? DREAM ON. Even me and Kevin took 30 mins to do the FIRST question. I'll be surprised if you can higher than a border line pass. And i wont be surprised if you fail. Honestly, i hope you fail. Maybe that will wake you up. And you, who makes so many freaking stupid and ridiculous mistakes in ComPro assignments in class, claiming u did both questions correctly in 30mins, i wouldn't be caught dead believing that. If Kevin said that, i would believe him. But you? No way.

Back to NetFdm, the way you argued that the method to do Class B subnetting is different from Class C. Well let me tell you something. ITS THE SAME!! Don't even bother arguing.

I really cant be fked to state anything else. So I'll end off with this quote from you.

"If i find that theres something wrong with the way my clique is treating me, i will gan gan to go them and face to face ask them what is wrong"
^ this.

Wake up your fucking idea will you?
This is the first time I am typing out a profanity in full on my blog.
So use your brains (if you have any) and think about how serious i am to be driven to do that.\

Long post is long, and I am not the least bit sorry.

*feeling like a god*

Ok, so i think I've blogged about this before, just cause i know u guys are lazy, i shall do a small little recap.

So I have the module called IT Service Management (ITSVM) which is the most stupid, retarded and crappiest reason for a module. The content is crap, the notes are full of errors, and nothing makes sense.

So we had a quiz on ITSVM today worth 5%, made up of 2 chapters. Last night, i gave up on studying it. Cause well.. Its just too shitty to study.

Today, went to class and I said to my friends, "Gonna study ONLY the 7 Rs, if 7R don't come out, i straight throw back the 5% give teacher."

AND GUESS WHAT HAPPENED

*test starts*
*sees the test paper*
*HOSEH BOH?!*
"List down 5 of the 7 Rs" worth 50%
*writes down the answer, and does 5 MCQ questions*

*hands up the paper and leaves the class 1 minute after the test started like a boss.*

AND I FELT LIKE A GOD.

end of story. thanks for reading.

Kryscopter!!

cr: who ever this belongs to cause idk.

Rage post.

Ok so gonna blog about today.

Computer Programing test this morning.
Got 100 marks for both programming questions. But careless for MCQ so lost 3 marks there.

This is where it starts.
Ahneh act all pro for compro xia, end up he never declare months as INT, 5 marks gone lololol.

Network Fundamentals after that, teacher was talking something about DDNS. And he was like "DDNS? Wait, let me refresh my memory." dunno what it is then say lar!! Whole day play neopet in class nia. Scholarship some more. Even I know what is DDNS, ad I'm not some IT freak like you.

Father work for IT company, your freaking laptop still ancient like dinosaur. The air that come out of your heat vent so ****ing hot. Go change your laptop lar noob.

NetFdm after lunch again. And wtf, you act all pro, go do the practical exercise before lesson, then teacher ask us do, you immediately go there bootlick to him. ****ing teachers dog.

Maths class after that. Maths test... Damn **** up... I solve the equation for X, but sub back into the equation, log become negative...
Not only I had this problem lol.
Kevin just bloody raged after that. Shouted F word and slammed his file till it broke lol.

Here comes the best part.

Ready for it?

Here goes.

So after the test, we were doing work online.
Guess what he did?
Idk is he call the person, or the person call him.
But wtf, he in class, talk so ***ing long and loud on his ***ing phone.
Kenna caught by teacher also he dun care.
Quote from him "maths useless one lar!! So easy xia!!"
Yah yah easy, you so pro then why your test 19/30?
Talk cock only xia you.

I openly raise my voice and guailan him when he say stuff. He dun care, keep talking.

Next time he do that, I just gonna shout, idc even if I do it infront of the teacher.

Really buay tahan alr.

Really half-assed post. But it's really hard to explain it online.

You gotta experience it yourself to understand.

Poly life..

Haha just realized its been 1 month since I last posted here.
So gonna do the usual updates as I always do lol.

So it's been i think 5 weeks since poly started.

Friends are great! All except a few which I shall explain in due time if I feel like it.

Lectures are plain boring.. Using tweeter, Facebook, 9gag and idk what else in class..

IS is a stupid, useless, nonsensical module.
What makes you think I am going to need to write a idk how many thousand word report in APA format in the years to come?
Freaking a lot of homework that is freaking hard..
But no choice.. IS will be counted to GPA..

Had IT Service Management quiz last week..
And my god.. I realized what a stupid module it is too.,
So the night before the quiz, I flipped open the textbook and started reding the chapter, but after 10 pages, I have up.. Looked on twitter and lots of my classmates were tweeting the same thing lol.
Why you ask?
Well cause.. The stupid thing has no head or tail.. Want to memorize also cannot..
Then end up the quiz so easy..

Ok time to explain the friends part.
(I shall maintain the no swearing rule here so profanities shall be replaced with ****. Number of * does not represent the number of letters.)

So I got a bunch of good friends, u guys know who u are.

But there is this one bloody **** in class.
This *** think he got gf, hes on top of he whole world.
There was 1 day he asked me to go gym with him cause class starts at 3pm. Asked to meet me at 10.30am.
So after 1 hour of gym, he said, ehh bro, I need to go, meeting someone. And I was like *************** then I do what?! So ended up camping in the library for like 3 hours..

Now it gets worst. Me and my friends have become something like a MCQ question to him. If he's seeing his gf, he won't even say anything and just disappear. But when his gf not free, he come stick to us. I tell u, we arnt a bloody option k. Either u stick to us, or you ******** off. Ohh wait, we dont you to stick to us. So just ******* off and de. See if we give a *******.

Lasts week, we went to Munch for lunch. Went to buy food, came back and saw he pulled a chair to out table and put his bag there, and I thought what the ***!!
Sua k nvm. But here's the thing. He eat finish alr, he called somebody, and then just stood up and walked away. **** you man.

And that **** can't stop bothering us, isn't it obvious enough we don't like you?

And the next time u try to touch me, I'm going to punch your face in.

U think u scholarship big ar?
In class play neopet. Lame xia you.
Homework always never do, dun dare admit to teacher "Cher, I do my work alr but forgot bring, u wait a while I now do give you" then he will go find somebody's work to copy. Let's see your GPA how. Hope they take back your scholarship and then u need to pay 40k++

He late for class cause he stick to his gf like some dog, SMS ppl ask them help him sign attendance. You ***** off man.

Ohh and yea, stop boot licking the teacher and being the teacher's dog.

Poly Life

Ok so ive not blogged in a long time again..

As usual this post is going to be about updates about happenings in my life.

So Poly orientation happened last thursday, friday and this monday.

Classmates are great, lots of fun.

WTB some chiobus in my class though :X
Nobody for me to eye-rape

Lectures are booooooooooooooring...
And half of the time, i cant understand what the hell the lecturer is talking about..

Lunchtime at NP is freaking chaotic...
Unless u get let off early from lectures, dont bother getting a seat at the canteen.. >_~

And Poly isnt like Sec school where teachers don't let u off early.
Here, if the teacher finish teacher what they are supposed to teach that lesson, they let u off early.
Which means u can get let off 1hr++ earlier.

Yesterday was plain stupid...
Went to school for a supposedly 2 hr long lesson, but got let off 1 hr earlier..
So the time i took to travel to and fro from school is more than the time i actually had lessons in school... >_~

Baby I'm Soooooooooory

Don’t go, don’t go
Repeating the same words
I call out to you
But it’s still an answer-less echo
This nightmare of a night
I remain alone and fall asleep
In place of my dried up tears
Are thin lines of rain
My heart is hurting more
My tears are drying more

My left-behind heart is empty
The wind blows coldly
The shadows drag under my heavy eyes
Again in my exhausted heart,
Darkness fills up
Waves of tears surge up

I just want to be alone
Do I need to erase all of our memories now babe
I just want to be alone
Like a fool, I only look for you

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
Now I’ll let you go, love together
Though everything changed but oh though you’re not here
Every night every night you

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
Now I’ll be good – love together
Though everything changed but oh though you’re not here
Every night every night you

I tell myself that everything will be okay now
And I called up my friends but
Why am I only talking about you?
What am I doing?
Is this really the right thing to do? I don’t know

It was yesterday when I determined that I’d forget you
I made a big and loud determination
But I only pound the floor as I think about us
I regret it,
I want to hold you, who is like a cloud
I want to catch you, who is like a butterfly
I long for it so much, us two that was like one

I just want to be alone
Do I need to erase all of our memories now babe
I just want to be alone
Like a habit, I only look for you

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
Now I’ll let you go, love together
Though everything changed but oh though you’re not here
Every night every night you

I forget you and dancing party time
I leave you and dancing party tonight

Dan dan dan dan dan
Dan dan dan dan dan
Dan dancing party time Let`s go!!

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
Now I’ll let you go, love together
Though everything changed but oh though you’re not here
Every night every night you

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
I’ll be good now – love together
Baby, far away, far far away,
Don’t go – lonely love tonight

baby in a city light
in in in a city love light
in a city light
in in in a city love light
(Baby, far away, far far away,
Don’t go – lonely love tonight)
in a city light
in in in a city love light
in a city in a city
in a city love light

NCC Air ROD 2012

So, NCC Air ROD happened today.

Woke up this morning, and it was raining like it had not rained in 100 years..
Thought to myself.. "Of all days to rain.. Why today?..*

Anyway the rain lightened up, and the parade went on as planned in the parade square.

Went to the hall for dedications and award giving next.

After that, refreshments and performance.
Today a new squad aws formed, the DDS "Dangerous Drill Squad".
Its team IC, none other than Michelle Leu.

What happened u ask?
Well halfway during the performance, Michelle forgot the drills, and did a backwards toss to Hui Qi at the wrong time, haha.
Thus, the DDS was founded.

After that, we attempted to rape Jun Meng, almost got him, but...
He won again with his monkey kung fu..

Proceeded to rape other people after that.

Here comes the bad part, i shall use XXX to replace them. You should know who they are.
So its a tradition for the outgoing NCOs to mess up the air room.
This year, i must say, they were rather slack as doing it.
But those XXX, idk why go make such a bloody big deal about it.
I mean, compared to the last 2 years, THIS IS NOTHING MAN!!

Haha after that, we started raping every 1, Tau Pok-ing them, tossing them into the basin and drenching them with water, and 1 more thing... Tossing people into a dustbin..



IDK why i was smiling..

Think i shall end here, theres some things i cant post lol.

Going to KL

Going to KL again O_O

Flying off thus Sunday, coming back on 11 April.

New Laptop

My new laptop is finally here :D

Downloaded all the programs that i need for school also..
Was a total pain to download.. >_~
Took me like 10 hrs total to download and install 4 programs..

And yes, im blogging from my new lappy :D

The Power of a Wish

Some say wishes are futile. They say that a wish is a waste of time, something that is beyond our grasps, a dish feasted upon by the weak and the poor. A wish is nothing more than a farfetched idea that is manipulated inside our dreams and lived out in our imagination. It’s easy to believe this when life catches up and swamps us with an unbearable workload of troubles, stress and sleepless nights. Sometimes, when the worst storms hits, a wish is all a person has left. It’s that tiny glimmer of hope that forces them to hold on and persevere, no matter how unfavorable the odds may seem.
It all started out almost five years ago when nine girls were assembled to accomplish the impossible. It all started out with nothing more than a whisper of a wish, a miniscule desire to chase after their dream. For the sake of this dream, nine girls sacrificed their childhood. For the sake of this dream, they drowned themselves in sweat and tears despite knowing that they might not even make it. All this for a dream that nine girls wished to realize, and through this seed of determination they were ready to surmount any obstacles in their way. They practiced for hours on end, mastering their steps for “Into the New World”, synchronizing everything but their very heartbeats. It was the power of a wish that bonded them together.



On the day they were given a chance to perform, their lives and careers were strung through a thin thread of hope. The tiniest slip-up from even one member could prove costly for the entire group. At that moment, there was no area shaded grey. It was hit or miss, pass or fail, and the simplicity of it all was what they feared the most. Yet they all stood together. Some held hands while others fidgeted nervously. The crowd couldn’t have possibly known, but their heartbeats were erratic, all signs of nervousness masked beneath a smile. At this moment, nine girls knew this was the turning point of their lives, but to make up for everything they had given up, determination flared in their eyes. This is what they wanted. It was the power of a wish that pulled them through.
2012 marks Girls’ Generation’s fifth anniversary, and based on math and probability, this is supposed to be the last year for an idol group. Under normal circumstances, idol groups only last for four or five years, right? That’s what people have told me. However, they have also told me that Girls’ Generation has the power to achieve the impossible and that they can reach heights that no one thought possible. Each and every girl has an unrivaled passion to sing and dance, and to perform on stage while witnessing a sea of screaming fans. Although it may seem like a common reoccurrence now, Girls’ Generation never takes anything for granted. This is why they are constantly pushing themselves and improving on even the most insignificant of details. They are nine girls who share the same wish, and over the course of nearly five years, it is their constant desire to realize this wish over and over again that draws them closer together. This is the reason why we, as fans, will always be supporting them in any given situation. Despite their underniable worldwide popularity, Girls’ Generation doesn’t take their wish for granted. They also don’t take us, their SONEs, for granted. To them, all that they have right now is a wish that could disappear at any given moment. It was the power of a wish that inspired perseverance.



Fans are undoubtedly any idol’s supporting pillars. Upon winning the 20th High1 Seoul Music Awards in 2010, Tiffany said that Girls’ Generation would be nothing without the fans. Without the fans, Girls’ Generation would have never existed, and these nine girls thoroughly understand this concept. After every win on a music station, Girls’ Generation thanked their fans. After every award that is passed into their hands, these nine girls are waving at the crowd and showing their genuine gratitude through playful interactions and infectious smiles. Seeing them yell out “I love you” and manufacturing hearts over their heads make us realize that this fandom is precious, and our love for each other is reciprocated. In return, these nine girls cannot help but shed tears of overwhelming happiness as they perform with every ounce of energy they have. They have no better way of saying “thank you”. Believe me, if it were humanly possible, Girls’ Generation would meet every single SONE in the world, but realistically, that simply isn’t an option. Instead, these girls use aching muscles and sleepless hours to prove to us over and over again that they’re happy to have us, and that they are grateful for all that SONEs have done over the course of their entire journey. Yes, they are tired, but they are also undeniably happy. It was through the power of a wish that gave them reason.



We are all part of the power of this wish, a wish shared by nine girls. Whether it’s listening to their songs, buying a CD or even just sharing one of their music videos on YouTube, we are the backbone of Girls’ Generation. The color pink has illuminated countless stadiums, and our screams became explosions in the air. Through unwavering love and dedication, each and every single person who has supported Girls’ Generation in one way or another has become a symbol of their wish. We have become the SONEs of Girls’ Generation. This is why the fandom thrives. It is through the power of a wish that pop culture could witness one of the most amazing groups to have ever toured the world.

No dream is ever too grand, as long as we have the power to wish for it and shape it into reality.

Written by: FrozenArctic@soshified
Edited by: SeraphKY@soshified, taengsoshi@soshified, MoonSoshi9@soshified, RoyLetsGo@soshified, bhost909@soshified
Images: As credited

New SoShi MV!!

New SoShi MV!! Time Machine!!

Storyline:

Sunny
Right now, the relationship with him has ended. She runs out of the store, the tears of rain fall. There wasn't suppose to be any regrets. When they broke up, she put on a strong facade and dressed in a black set up. In front of car's headlight, it makes the rain sparkle and makes Sunny's clothes shine. To hide the tears, it rains. After a long bout of crying, Sunny walks
forward. There is a slight flow of hope in her
expression.

Yoona
Yoona has an upcoming wedding ceremony. But, feelings of an ex-boyfriend has always been lying somewhere in her heart. Yoona is running. It doesn't matter what her ex-boyfriend is doing now. She runs thinking if there is a chance to go back to the old times. Instead of the congratulatory rice shower, it is like the snow is blessing the new Yoona. She tries to go back to him. No matter how it ends up.

Jessica
Sitting in the back seat of a luxury
car. It is the end of the relationship.
She knows of this. But in order to connect with her busy boyfriend who holds
everything in building his own company, she overreaches herself a little. Even now, the his car comes around to meet her. When that
happens, she musn't regret it.
However, it is only her riding in
that car. He is not next to her. She is tired of
overreaching herself. She doesn't
need expensive clothes and bags. She wants to return to her real self. You can see a little hope in that sad face.

Taeyeon
The sun shines through the window. Right now Taeyeon is happy. However, inadvertently
thinking of the past, she thinks of a
past boyfriend. In that contented life, just thinking about it causes her chest to
tighten. It was fun when they were going
out. Just the smallest mistake and
they went their separate ways. She often thinks about what would have happened if they continued to be together. For sure, right now, she is happy.
But what if it was a different kind of happiness.

Tiffany
Tiffany strolls through the park. She cannot voice out and cry at home. When that happens, this park is the perfect place. Nobody will call her foolish and she is able to cry. After joining the company, she went out with a fellow co-worker repeatedly. Talk of getting married was
spoken, but one day he wanted to
break up with her suddenly. Even after many months passed, she still doesn't know the reason. If they can't go back, she wants to
ask why. "Is it my fault?" If she knew why (tie up loose ends), she would be able to move forward.

Sooyoung
Staying at a hotel. She is staying in a slightly classic type of room. Sooyoung is a careerwoman. The hotel is in a country she is
visiting for work. The provided telephone is not the type you usually see anymore. The person who calls is him. While talking they quarrel. When did it become like that? Even in that busyness, she knows they cross paths. Thinking of it now, it also has become something
not like this. She doesn't want to show her crying face over the phone. Sooyeon speaks of breaking up. After a few minutes of silence, the
two laugh. They both laugh off their stubborness.

Yuri
At home, she grips her cell phone. She patiently waits for the sound of a message notification. The phone does not ring. To distract herself from the loneliness, she has a party with friends. When her friends go home, the
loneliness comes back. In reality, she already realizes that it ended somewhere. On the other hand, she still hopes to continue on
with him. The hand that grips the cell phone
becomes tighter.

Seohyun
In the middle of a mansion, Seohyun is in a all white room. In the middle of a gentle white
room, she wears all white clothes and wears a corsage on top her head. Her parents doesn't like her going out. She knows that. She is what you might call a boxed in daughter. Many years ago, she had a person she loved. That boy went far away. If she was able to go back, she
would want to tell of her unrequited love to him. If she was able to confess; that is the dream she is living in right now. But, building up courage, she runs out. To him.

Hyoyeon
On the streets of London. The street lights line up. Hyoyeon is wearing leather. She is waiting for her ex-boyfriend. But she doesn't know if he'll come.
She arbitrary told him she wanted to meet him. If she was able to go back in time, she would call him desperately. Hyoyeon looks at the time, but he doesn't come. The men's size antique Rolex she received from her grandfather is a
little big for her wrist. Only time passes. Finally stopping looking at her watch, she looks to
the sky. The light of the evening street lamps lights her face

Updates..

Woah.. K so the last time i posted anything here was like 2 weeks ago O_O
Time past so fast..

Anyway, so as usual, updates about my life and some other random things maybe.

So i've been to Raffles Hotel to work twice now, and i can say, the hotel staff there, are seriously very good.
They are very friendy, and the managers dont scold you like a dog, in fact, they dont scold at all actually.

But why that chiobu every time never go work :(

That apart.. I'm becoming damn lazy to do this waitering job.. So yea, ive not done any in the past week, and i dont think i'll do any this week too..

Ordered some stuff online, went all the way to Pas Ris the other day to collect them.. >_<

Finally got that Kkolting something for bday..
Poster cannot, parents dont allow to be pasted on wall..
Dukung also cannot, alr got.

If you got this, i go jump building..

Side note :D



TIffany ar!! WAE U SO CHIO?!

Crappiest Day Alive..

As the post title says. Today was just about the crappiest day in my life.. >_<

* will means "insert swear word here"
One * may not mean 1 swear word.
*** may not represent the number of swears, or the number of letters the swear contains.

Originally, i was supposed to work at Raffles Hotel today.

Some guy was to meet me at City Hall MRT at 4pm to take me there.

4.30pm he still dun show up.
So i called the * company.
That * who answered said "Nono today u change to Pan Pacific Hotel, i thought i told u already?"
Yea, you told me my * lol.

Kso went to Pan Pac to work.

The staff there, are total ********
Especially that **** ASSISTANT manager.
You assistant manager only, stop *** being a ***

You know ppl eat at different pace one right?
So i saw ppl had finished their serving, i went to clear their plates.
That *** came and scold me "WHY U CLEAR THE PLATES?! U CANNOT SEE ALL OF THEM NOT FINISHED EATING ANOT?!"

Kso, for the next course, i was waiting for ALL of them to finished before i started clearing.
That ******** came to me and started shouting "YOU CANNOT SEE GOT PPL FINISH EATING ALR?! WHAT U WAITING FOR?! CLEAR THE PLATE!!"

************ ***** **** ***********

But the guest at the table i was serving were very friendly and good :D

Im NEVER going to work at Pan Pac again.
Its a **** of a Hotel.
5 stars my ****** lar hor.

Bored bored bored..

Life is boring.. >_<

Got a job as a waiter, mainly stationed at Raffles Hotel Singapore. But i can always go to another hotel when there are no events on at Raffles.

1st day of work 2 days ago.. 5pm to 2am.. >_~

But hey, i was paired with a super chio waitress O_O
And i found out she is stationed at Raffles too :D

Work can crap as hell, but when you got a chiobu at your side, you think nothing of it :D

Working today, 5pm to 1am
*secretly hopes that chiobu there today*

Getting Trolled..

So i'm getting trolled on twitter by people posting korean words to me..
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! *cough cough*

*quotes from Twitter*
Me: i rly wanna type out the lyrics for korean songs, but ionno how the shit to type.. so hard to spell..

Troll 1: neo nyangban

Troll 2: 소원을 말해봐 << this one i know!! Sowoneul malhaebwa!! I'm not a Sone for nothing :D

Troll 2 (again): 한국말로 얘기해

Troll 1: nyangban

Troll 2: 얘기를 더 할까?? 한국말로

So after that, i said to myself..
"maybe i should go try learn some basic korean"
but i tell you.. if you think learning chinese is hard, dont even bother with korean..
I gave up after trying to learn 1 to 10.. >_<..

New Addiction O_O

So as you can see from my blog, I have a new addiction in my life O_O And its all thanks to this certain person.. *you know who you are* fyi, that person made me do this too :X

If you're some idiot and still cant figure out what it is.. Look at my blog header kthx. :D Cute arnt they? 9 Angels on Earth. No, actually, 8 Angels and 1 Alien O_O

This person is officially the craziest S♥NE i know.. Spams my twitter everyday like some spambot :X

How did it all happen?.. tbh, i cant really remember too.. But it was somewhere around September last year..

So after O levels, ive been watching all type of Korean reality TV shows just cause the members are inside.. I watched all 58 episodes of Invincible Youth Season 1.. Each episode is like 1 hr 10 mins.. 20+ episodes of SNSD Hello Baby.. and lots more.. Currently watching SNSD Dangerous Boys and Invincible Youth Season 2 also..

Becoming a no life watching all these shows everyday :X

So ive changed my bias too :X Used to like Yoona, but.. Soonkyu too cute alr!! *clenches fist*

Recently Sunny was featured on Miryo's 1st solo album i the track "I Love You, I Love You" (which is my blog song at the moment if you didnt know) Sunny's voice is like a perfect match with Miryo's O_O the track is too awesome to describe :X

Thanks to Isabelle (happy i put your name here now? :X), Ive got Mr Taxi Repackage album + Poster from Korea, and a Calender too.

Cause my room walls are too white, i've ordered like 8 SNSD posters which i will collect this Friday O_O

What else is there to talk about?..

Ohh yea.. SORE TTM!! Missed SNSD Asia Tour in Singapore.. I was overseas when it happened >_<

SNSD YOU BETTER COME BACK TO SINGAPORE SOON!!

Recently, SNSD has been to NY, France and idk where else, and performed on famous TV talk shows. And they announced they will be releasing a new album around June O_O and its a ENGLISH album!!

I tell you.. SM Entertainment very smart.. Very clever at making money.. Make SNSD go around the world promoting their songs, then *boom* release an english album..
Album sales are gonna reach a record high i tell you..
Dont mention how many music charts they are gonna top..

Anyway i cant think of anything else so.. I'll end it here :D

Updates..

Kso my last post was like during O level results, so i'll start updating from there.

So i was working at NTUC for like 1 month.. Last 2 weeks were selling oranges.. And the customers.. Super GL..
And everday.. We take oranges eat and eat and eat.. Eat until xian.. New year, i didnt eat a single orange lol..
Got my payslip this weekend.. After close to 1 month of my resignation..
Surprisingly, i got more than i expected to get O_o

So my grandmother and aunts came down from KL to visit for CNY.
Followed them back to KL and stayed there for 2 weeks.
Flew AirAsia back last Tuesday.
The internet connection on Malaysia.. Is sucky as hell.. Slow as hell.. And DCs all the time.. >_<
So im quite happy to be back in SG..
We have 4 cats and 1 dog in KL, those cats.. all they do is sleep..
For 6-8 hours a day, my blanket is mine, other times, the cat sleeps on it :X
One day, idk who go open the room door.. I got chased out of bed by my cat :X yes i know.. Chased out of bed by a cat..
Shopped like hell in KL. Poly clothes settled. Stuff there are cheap as hell..

Kso.. What else to update about?.. Let me think..

Well its been boring as hell now cause i dont have a job..
Looking for one currently, so if anybody wants to intro me one, it will be great :D

Fixed.

O_o blog fix took short than i expected. Anyway.. Gonna write some posts now.

Blog Maintenance

Kso.. I've not been on my blog for bout 1 month :X

To do list: Fix broken stuff, new blog posts. Edit a few things too maybe..

O lvl results..

Well surprisingly, i did better than i expected to do O_O
I figured i'll get 18 points at the least.
But i got 17 :D

Everybody's feeling dissapointed, sad and what not.
Am i the only one who dgaf about my results :/

Filling up the 12 choices in a pain..

I Thought I was Over This..

I want to tell you, even though the sad times have already past
Close your eyes and feel, how you affect my mind, how you attract my gaze.

Don’t wait for a miracle, there’s a rough road in front of us
with obstacles and future that can’t be known, yet I won’t change, I can’t give up.

Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart
Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped.

Feeling alone in this dark dark night
Your soft breath,
This moment, warmly entwines me in your presence.
I want you to know all my tremors

I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world’s unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It’s something we’ll do together to the end, into the new world.

No, i did not type all that.
See if u can guess which song its from. (its quite obvious actually cause the title is inside..)