Tabidatsu...

Cherry blossoms dance under the chilly spring sky.
You march on, with dreams and hopes upon your shoulders.
I want to send you off as you begin your journey.
I should have done that seriously today.

I placed all my smiles in a bouquet of flowers
that I am sending to you along with a message:

Thank you for laughing with me.
Thank you for crying with me.
Don’t worry, you will be fine.
Just keep going straight in the path you believe in.
I opened my heart only to you
I am telling you my screets and all.

When it gets really, really hard,
You can just give me a call.
You’ll be okay, no matter how far apart we become.
You’ll be okay because I will always be your friend.

Even if you get married
Even if you grow old
No matter how much time passes
You will be my best friend I proud of.

The overflowing fake tears you set free deceived me.
On the other side of the moving window,
Your figure gradually draws further away
As you wave at me.

Thank you for laughing with me.
Thank you for crying with me.
In the times that keep changing
you keep marching on without changing.
Good-bye,
It starts from now on.
Good-bye,
I will always be your friend.
You will be fine,
You are not alone.
You’ll always have a place to go back to,
Right here.

hiax...

Its the day before O Level Chinese exam... and i'm having a fever... sway much? >.< anyway who cares... its only chinese... a subject i'm doomed to fail...

so i'm gonna give it another try... i'm not gonna use swear words online at least... damn, crap, bastard and screw are not counted...

recently somebody told me something very helpful.

You want to jump from step 2 to step 4!
Your missing step 3!

Best thing i've heard in a while man.

I'm not gonna let it go so easily. Gonna work on step 3.

updates...

I know i have not been posting for quite some time... this is cause i've been studying for my MYE... YES! I have been studying... But despite all that i still only passed 2 subjects... >.< is it the way i'm studying? or i'm not studying hard enough? i swear this is the hardest i have ever studied... Didn't do as well as i thought i would... Here i'll give you an example...

"If i fail geography i'll slap myself" *fail* wtf?!
"If i fail physics i'll not play comp for a day" *fail* WTF?!
"If i fail english i'll not play comp for another day and forfeit my cash items" *fail* WTF?!

PTC later on today... I think i'm going to get slaughtered... I figure my L1R5 is about 45... plus minus a bit... >.<

Had some "motivational talk" yesterday... Totally boring... >.< And totally useless in my opinion... Spent the time slacking instead of listening...

Went back to see the Charlies's first training as an NCO last week... Wasn't too bad actually... Just some minor mistakes here and there... Happy to see how good they have become... Keep it up guys! But still, you know what my request of you guys is... Settle it quickly... Or you guys will regret... I've been getting a few request for me to go see the trainings... But you guys have to understand that i need to let go... If u want, I can come... But not that often... Maybe once a month or something like that...

Seems like my holidays aren't going to be holidays at all... Packed full of extra lessons... And guess what? They go through the whole day... 6++ Hours or physics and maths a day... How the hell to tahan... >.<

With all these extra lessons, how the hell am i going to find time to actually study for Prelim 1... Argh... >.<...

epic shitz.

Last paper today... Practical exam... Which I screwed up the Physics part... I know its only MYE, but it feels like O Levels are over... >.< LAN-ed with kianny, shei, leslie, saimen today. Blackshot-ed with brendan, js, andrew, bq, shawn err i think i missing 1 name i cant remember who :P Damn fun time today. Not had to much fun in ages... Last match they sore :P deny me of my MVP!

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go
And take me away from all I know
And leave me to think I'm on my own
But your love will take me, you were the one...

Who sat through nights
You held me tight
And made sure I'm okay
And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright

And if I should fall, I know you're waiting
And if I should call, I know you're there
If ever you cry just know
I'm in your heart tonight...

why...

I hate this feeling... its so damn botherly... i wish it would just go away...

haix...

Flowers for your hair,
Rainbows for your eyes to see,
Your dreams are everywhere,
To carry you away from me,

Ohh there she goes,
So beautiful,
Shes flying home...

Ohh there she goes,
So beautiful,
But she said she don't know who i am...

when words fail...

when words fail to express what you feel, you use pictures...



sometimes i wonder whats on your mind... i hate to see you so sad.. and yet theres nothing i can do to help you... i really wish that there was something i could do to help ease your pain... but you won't share whats bothering you... and that doesnt give me any options...

Can't dream without you...

When you close you're eyes and go to sleep tonight
I'll be right outside you're door
Dreams will come and take you away
Let them bring you back to me

And tomorrow when you wake
I'll be next you
From protection from the day
When the tears fall down you're face like morning dew
I'll be there to put a smile on you're face
And I'll say ...

I don't wanna live this life without you
I don't wanna spend the night without you
I don't wanna know what it's like
I can't dream without you

Let you're fire burn bright the world to see
You are the better part of me
When you hold my hand and I'll swear that I believe
I'm living in my wildest dreams
And I see ...

I don't wanna live this life without you
I don't wanna spend the night without you
I don't wanna know what it's like
I can't dream without you

Flowers for you're hair
Rainbows for you're eyes to see
You're dreams are everywhere
They'll carry you away from me
Away from me someday

I don't wanna live this life without you
I don't wanna spend the night without you
I don't wanna know what it's like
I can't dream without you

stupid...

mixpod is stupid... srsly... i cant add songs i want to my play list, it keeps saying "video not found" >.<...

ohh well...

it took a much longer time than i expected... 15 means staring at the 1st send screen where u choose contacts... another 20 mins staring at the 2nd send screen... finger hoovering over the *send* button...

well at least it didnt turn out as bad as i thought it would...

but as much as possible, i'll try to stay out of your life...

I'm sorry...