1 week...

its been exactly 1 week since ROD... and i'm still damn sad... my phone no longer rings cause no more messages are pass down... i no longer see my platoon mates in the afternoon and talk crap or do stupid stuff with them...

since ROD i vowed not to touch the rifles again... on thursday some idiots boxed me in, pryed open my fingers and stuffed a rifle in my hand... THANKS A LOT AR GUYS! so i was like wtf since i touch already might as well do some stuff...