Why...

Why can't I stop thinking about you...
Nothing I try works...
I just can't seem to get you out of my head...
I cant seem to forget about you...

I swear this feeling sucks...
This feeling of confusion...
It's eating me from the inside out...

Should I try again?
Or should I just let you go...

I can't figure out what you were hinting at...
I'm afraid my decision isn't the option you were trying to tell me...
In that case what would happen...

It's ironic...
I keep saying to myself I'll try to stay out of your life...
But everytime you go online I can't resist starting a conversation...
Cause I do actually enjoy them...
Cause they are full of crap and nonsense...
Drifting from one stupid subject to another...

These conversations actually make my day...
And cheer me up after I've had a crappy day...

Some part of me hopes you won't be reading this...
But another part of me hopes you will actually read this...

Hiaz... Indecision gets me no where...