Idea

So, i have this friend, who like me, uses alot of profanities.

So anyway recently i've started working on my resolution that is to get rid of that bad habit.

Improved alot, i uttered only 1 profanity today, and i did not do it on purpose..

Anyway, this friend of mine had taken to writing his thoughts on his blog, to quote from him  "1 vulgar = 2 line of rage"

Taking his idea, i shall try to blog everyday, hopefully this will sort of let my feeling out through writing instead of verbally.

I need to come up with some sort of plan.. Been watching too much stuff on my laptop everyday..

Exams are in about 1 months time.. And i've yet to start any revision.. Plus i have some modules that are totally a bad excuse for a module..

Lecturers that go through 96 slides in less than 45 minutes, and asks students to go home and read themselves when asked questions.. (this is one of my core modules worth 5 credit units btw..)

Another Lecturer, who is also my class's teacher advisor, to quote "Unfortunately, you passed your APPG, but i rather you fail it." So what sort of teacher, says that to their students? and worst still, my class's teacher advisor.

Maths.. Its like learning A Maths all over again.. With extra stuff.. And i still suck at it.. Cant prove equations for crap, and now theres differentiation of trigo, and integration to come.. Of which.. I suck at both..

DIGLG, a crap subject, with badly phrased questions in the common test, thought by a bad lecturer. Half a semester worth of lesson, 4 chapters, i couldnt understand a single thing. I went for consultation with my friends, i learned 4 chapters in 45 minutes. Yes, my lecturer sucks to that extend.

Routing, the only module i actually have faith in. Lecturer is good. They way he teaches, the way he explains. Everything goes into my head. Didnt really have to study much for common test. But still, i do need to study.

IJ, another crappy module. Been stuck with a lousy group.. A guy who thinks he is waaaaaaaaay smart, a ATB who thinks my suggestions are crap, but comes up with suggestions that make you facepalm. And another girl who well, doesnt really give a damn about anything.. Lecturer always says my opinions and ideas are good when ever i am presenting, how ever my group members think that my ideas are crap, and their idea are good. Which in all honesty, their ideas suck.. 35% assessment next week.. Have to do it with the same crappy group.. There goes any hopes of A grade, B might be rather hard also..

So anyway, i need to take a temporary hiatus from gaming. Not that i game alot anyway.

Anyway, i feel like i'm not expressing myself fully for some reason. I'm being my true self. I do and say alot of stuff behind the computer screen that you won't see me doing irl. So why dont i do it irl? Well.. I dont know the reason behind that.. :/ guess i have to sit down one day and think hard about it.

So thats about all for tonight i guess..

Ohh, went out to exercise for the first time in a loong time today.. Ran 600 meters, died. Rested for a while, ran another 600 meters, felt like i got over killed.. Did 30 sit ups, died, forced myself to do another 10 after a few minutes of rest.

Introducing my sit up buddy. Well, she just sits there are stares at me, and tried to claw my face when i do sit  ups.