Poly Life

Ok so ive not blogged in a long time again..

As usual this post is going to be about updates about happenings in my life.

So Poly orientation happened last thursday, friday and this monday.

Classmates are great, lots of fun.

WTB some chiobus in my class though :X
Nobody for me to eye-rape

Lectures are booooooooooooooring...
And half of the time, i cant understand what the hell the lecturer is talking about..

Lunchtime at NP is freaking chaotic...
Unless u get let off early from lectures, dont bother getting a seat at the canteen.. >_~

And Poly isnt like Sec school where teachers don't let u off early.
Here, if the teacher finish teacher what they are supposed to teach that lesson, they let u off early.
Which means u can get let off 1hr++ earlier.

Yesterday was plain stupid...
Went to school for a supposedly 2 hr long lesson, but got let off 1 hr earlier..
So the time i took to travel to and fro from school is more than the time i actually had lessons in school... >_~

Baby I'm Soooooooooory

Don’t go, don’t go
Repeating the same words
I call out to you
But it’s still an answer-less echo
This nightmare of a night
I remain alone and fall asleep
In place of my dried up tears
Are thin lines of rain
My heart is hurting more
My tears are drying more

My left-behind heart is empty
The wind blows coldly
The shadows drag under my heavy eyes
Again in my exhausted heart,
Darkness fills up
Waves of tears surge up

I just want to be alone
Do I need to erase all of our memories now babe
I just want to be alone
Like a fool, I only look for you

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
Now I’ll let you go, love together
Though everything changed but oh though you’re not here
Every night every night you

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
Now I’ll be good – love together
Though everything changed but oh though you’re not here
Every night every night you

I tell myself that everything will be okay now
And I called up my friends but
Why am I only talking about you?
What am I doing?
Is this really the right thing to do? I don’t know

It was yesterday when I determined that I’d forget you
I made a big and loud determination
But I only pound the floor as I think about us
I regret it,
I want to hold you, who is like a cloud
I want to catch you, who is like a butterfly
I long for it so much, us two that was like one

I just want to be alone
Do I need to erase all of our memories now babe
I just want to be alone
Like a habit, I only look for you

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
Now I’ll let you go, love together
Though everything changed but oh though you’re not here
Every night every night you

I forget you and dancing party time
I leave you and dancing party tonight

Dan dan dan dan dan
Dan dan dan dan dan
Dan dancing party time Let`s go!!

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
Now I’ll let you go, love together
Though everything changed but oh though you’re not here
Every night every night you

Baby I’m sorry, We got the better
I’ll be good now – love together
Baby, far away, far far away,
Don’t go – lonely love tonight

baby in a city light
in in in a city love light
in a city light
in in in a city love light
(Baby, far away, far far away,
Don’t go – lonely love tonight)
in a city light
in in in a city love light
in a city in a city
in a city love light

NCC Air ROD 2012

So, NCC Air ROD happened today.

Woke up this morning, and it was raining like it had not rained in 100 years..
Thought to myself.. "Of all days to rain.. Why today?..*

Anyway the rain lightened up, and the parade went on as planned in the parade square.

Went to the hall for dedications and award giving next.

After that, refreshments and performance.
Today a new squad aws formed, the DDS "Dangerous Drill Squad".
Its team IC, none other than Michelle Leu.

What happened u ask?
Well halfway during the performance, Michelle forgot the drills, and did a backwards toss to Hui Qi at the wrong time, haha.
Thus, the DDS was founded.

After that, we attempted to rape Jun Meng, almost got him, but...
He won again with his monkey kung fu..

Proceeded to rape other people after that.

Here comes the bad part, i shall use XXX to replace them. You should know who they are.
So its a tradition for the outgoing NCOs to mess up the air room.
This year, i must say, they were rather slack as doing it.
But those XXX, idk why go make such a bloody big deal about it.
I mean, compared to the last 2 years, THIS IS NOTHING MAN!!

Haha after that, we started raping every 1, Tau Pok-ing them, tossing them into the basin and drenching them with water, and 1 more thing... Tossing people into a dustbin..



IDK why i was smiling..

Think i shall end here, theres some things i cant post lol.

Going to KL

Going to KL again O_O

Flying off thus Sunday, coming back on 11 April.

New Laptop

My new laptop is finally here :D

Downloaded all the programs that i need for school also..
Was a total pain to download.. >_~
Took me like 10 hrs total to download and install 4 programs..

And yes, im blogging from my new lappy :D

The Power of a Wish

Some say wishes are futile. They say that a wish is a waste of time, something that is beyond our grasps, a dish feasted upon by the weak and the poor. A wish is nothing more than a farfetched idea that is manipulated inside our dreams and lived out in our imagination. It’s easy to believe this when life catches up and swamps us with an unbearable workload of troubles, stress and sleepless nights. Sometimes, when the worst storms hits, a wish is all a person has left. It’s that tiny glimmer of hope that forces them to hold on and persevere, no matter how unfavorable the odds may seem.
It all started out almost five years ago when nine girls were assembled to accomplish the impossible. It all started out with nothing more than a whisper of a wish, a miniscule desire to chase after their dream. For the sake of this dream, nine girls sacrificed their childhood. For the sake of this dream, they drowned themselves in sweat and tears despite knowing that they might not even make it. All this for a dream that nine girls wished to realize, and through this seed of determination they were ready to surmount any obstacles in their way. They practiced for hours on end, mastering their steps for “Into the New World”, synchronizing everything but their very heartbeats. It was the power of a wish that bonded them together.



On the day they were given a chance to perform, their lives and careers were strung through a thin thread of hope. The tiniest slip-up from even one member could prove costly for the entire group. At that moment, there was no area shaded grey. It was hit or miss, pass or fail, and the simplicity of it all was what they feared the most. Yet they all stood together. Some held hands while others fidgeted nervously. The crowd couldn’t have possibly known, but their heartbeats were erratic, all signs of nervousness masked beneath a smile. At this moment, nine girls knew this was the turning point of their lives, but to make up for everything they had given up, determination flared in their eyes. This is what they wanted. It was the power of a wish that pulled them through.
2012 marks Girls’ Generation’s fifth anniversary, and based on math and probability, this is supposed to be the last year for an idol group. Under normal circumstances, idol groups only last for four or five years, right? That’s what people have told me. However, they have also told me that Girls’ Generation has the power to achieve the impossible and that they can reach heights that no one thought possible. Each and every girl has an unrivaled passion to sing and dance, and to perform on stage while witnessing a sea of screaming fans. Although it may seem like a common reoccurrence now, Girls’ Generation never takes anything for granted. This is why they are constantly pushing themselves and improving on even the most insignificant of details. They are nine girls who share the same wish, and over the course of nearly five years, it is their constant desire to realize this wish over and over again that draws them closer together. This is the reason why we, as fans, will always be supporting them in any given situation. Despite their underniable worldwide popularity, Girls’ Generation doesn’t take their wish for granted. They also don’t take us, their SONEs, for granted. To them, all that they have right now is a wish that could disappear at any given moment. It was the power of a wish that inspired perseverance.



Fans are undoubtedly any idol’s supporting pillars. Upon winning the 20th High1 Seoul Music Awards in 2010, Tiffany said that Girls’ Generation would be nothing without the fans. Without the fans, Girls’ Generation would have never existed, and these nine girls thoroughly understand this concept. After every win on a music station, Girls’ Generation thanked their fans. After every award that is passed into their hands, these nine girls are waving at the crowd and showing their genuine gratitude through playful interactions and infectious smiles. Seeing them yell out “I love you” and manufacturing hearts over their heads make us realize that this fandom is precious, and our love for each other is reciprocated. In return, these nine girls cannot help but shed tears of overwhelming happiness as they perform with every ounce of energy they have. They have no better way of saying “thank you”. Believe me, if it were humanly possible, Girls’ Generation would meet every single SONE in the world, but realistically, that simply isn’t an option. Instead, these girls use aching muscles and sleepless hours to prove to us over and over again that they’re happy to have us, and that they are grateful for all that SONEs have done over the course of their entire journey. Yes, they are tired, but they are also undeniably happy. It was through the power of a wish that gave them reason.



We are all part of the power of this wish, a wish shared by nine girls. Whether it’s listening to their songs, buying a CD or even just sharing one of their music videos on YouTube, we are the backbone of Girls’ Generation. The color pink has illuminated countless stadiums, and our screams became explosions in the air. Through unwavering love and dedication, each and every single person who has supported Girls’ Generation in one way or another has become a symbol of their wish. We have become the SONEs of Girls’ Generation. This is why the fandom thrives. It is through the power of a wish that pop culture could witness one of the most amazing groups to have ever toured the world.

No dream is ever too grand, as long as we have the power to wish for it and shape it into reality.

Written by: FrozenArctic@soshified
Edited by: SeraphKY@soshified, taengsoshi@soshified, MoonSoshi9@soshified, RoyLetsGo@soshified, bhost909@soshified
Images: As credited

New SoShi MV!!

New SoShi MV!! Time Machine!!

Storyline:

Sunny
Right now, the relationship with him has ended. She runs out of the store, the tears of rain fall. There wasn't suppose to be any regrets. When they broke up, she put on a strong facade and dressed in a black set up. In front of car's headlight, it makes the rain sparkle and makes Sunny's clothes shine. To hide the tears, it rains. After a long bout of crying, Sunny walks
forward. There is a slight flow of hope in her
expression.

Yoona
Yoona has an upcoming wedding ceremony. But, feelings of an ex-boyfriend has always been lying somewhere in her heart. Yoona is running. It doesn't matter what her ex-boyfriend is doing now. She runs thinking if there is a chance to go back to the old times. Instead of the congratulatory rice shower, it is like the snow is blessing the new Yoona. She tries to go back to him. No matter how it ends up.

Jessica
Sitting in the back seat of a luxury
car. It is the end of the relationship.
She knows of this. But in order to connect with her busy boyfriend who holds
everything in building his own company, she overreaches herself a little. Even now, the his car comes around to meet her. When that
happens, she musn't regret it.
However, it is only her riding in
that car. He is not next to her. She is tired of
overreaching herself. She doesn't
need expensive clothes and bags. She wants to return to her real self. You can see a little hope in that sad face.

Taeyeon
The sun shines through the window. Right now Taeyeon is happy. However, inadvertently
thinking of the past, she thinks of a
past boyfriend. In that contented life, just thinking about it causes her chest to
tighten. It was fun when they were going
out. Just the smallest mistake and
they went their separate ways. She often thinks about what would have happened if they continued to be together. For sure, right now, she is happy.
But what if it was a different kind of happiness.

Tiffany
Tiffany strolls through the park. She cannot voice out and cry at home. When that happens, this park is the perfect place. Nobody will call her foolish and she is able to cry. After joining the company, she went out with a fellow co-worker repeatedly. Talk of getting married was
spoken, but one day he wanted to
break up with her suddenly. Even after many months passed, she still doesn't know the reason. If they can't go back, she wants to
ask why. "Is it my fault?" If she knew why (tie up loose ends), she would be able to move forward.

Sooyoung
Staying at a hotel. She is staying in a slightly classic type of room. Sooyoung is a careerwoman. The hotel is in a country she is
visiting for work. The provided telephone is not the type you usually see anymore. The person who calls is him. While talking they quarrel. When did it become like that? Even in that busyness, she knows they cross paths. Thinking of it now, it also has become something
not like this. She doesn't want to show her crying face over the phone. Sooyeon speaks of breaking up. After a few minutes of silence, the
two laugh. They both laugh off their stubborness.

Yuri
At home, she grips her cell phone. She patiently waits for the sound of a message notification. The phone does not ring. To distract herself from the loneliness, she has a party with friends. When her friends go home, the
loneliness comes back. In reality, she already realizes that it ended somewhere. On the other hand, she still hopes to continue on
with him. The hand that grips the cell phone
becomes tighter.

Seohyun
In the middle of a mansion, Seohyun is in a all white room. In the middle of a gentle white
room, she wears all white clothes and wears a corsage on top her head. Her parents doesn't like her going out. She knows that. She is what you might call a boxed in daughter. Many years ago, she had a person she loved. That boy went far away. If she was able to go back, she
would want to tell of her unrequited love to him. If she was able to confess; that is the dream she is living in right now. But, building up courage, she runs out. To him.

Hyoyeon
On the streets of London. The street lights line up. Hyoyeon is wearing leather. She is waiting for her ex-boyfriend. But she doesn't know if he'll come.
She arbitrary told him she wanted to meet him. If she was able to go back in time, she would call him desperately. Hyoyeon looks at the time, but he doesn't come. The men's size antique Rolex she received from her grandfather is a
little big for her wrist. Only time passes. Finally stopping looking at her watch, she looks to
the sky. The light of the evening street lamps lights her face

Updates..

Woah.. K so the last time i posted anything here was like 2 weeks ago O_O
Time past so fast..

Anyway, so as usual, updates about my life and some other random things maybe.

So i've been to Raffles Hotel to work twice now, and i can say, the hotel staff there, are seriously very good.
They are very friendy, and the managers dont scold you like a dog, in fact, they dont scold at all actually.

But why that chiobu every time never go work :(

That apart.. I'm becoming damn lazy to do this waitering job.. So yea, ive not done any in the past week, and i dont think i'll do any this week too..

Ordered some stuff online, went all the way to Pas Ris the other day to collect them.. >_<

Finally got that Kkolting something for bday..
Poster cannot, parents dont allow to be pasted on wall..
Dukung also cannot, alr got.

If you got this, i go jump building..

Side note :D



TIffany ar!! WAE U SO CHIO?!

Crappiest Day Alive..

As the post title says. Today was just about the crappiest day in my life.. >_<

* will means "insert swear word here"
One * may not mean 1 swear word.
*** may not represent the number of swears, or the number of letters the swear contains.

Originally, i was supposed to work at Raffles Hotel today.

Some guy was to meet me at City Hall MRT at 4pm to take me there.

4.30pm he still dun show up.
So i called the * company.
That * who answered said "Nono today u change to Pan Pacific Hotel, i thought i told u already?"
Yea, you told me my * lol.

Kso went to Pan Pac to work.

The staff there, are total ********
Especially that **** ASSISTANT manager.
You assistant manager only, stop *** being a ***

You know ppl eat at different pace one right?
So i saw ppl had finished their serving, i went to clear their plates.
That *** came and scold me "WHY U CLEAR THE PLATES?! U CANNOT SEE ALL OF THEM NOT FINISHED EATING ANOT?!"

Kso, for the next course, i was waiting for ALL of them to finished before i started clearing.
That ******** came to me and started shouting "YOU CANNOT SEE GOT PPL FINISH EATING ALR?! WHAT U WAITING FOR?! CLEAR THE PLATE!!"

************ ***** **** ***********

But the guest at the table i was serving were very friendly and good :D

Im NEVER going to work at Pan Pac again.
Its a **** of a Hotel.
5 stars my ****** lar hor.

Bored bored bored..

Life is boring.. >_<

Got a job as a waiter, mainly stationed at Raffles Hotel Singapore. But i can always go to another hotel when there are no events on at Raffles.

1st day of work 2 days ago.. 5pm to 2am.. >_~

But hey, i was paired with a super chio waitress O_O
And i found out she is stationed at Raffles too :D

Work can crap as hell, but when you got a chiobu at your side, you think nothing of it :D

Working today, 5pm to 1am
*secretly hopes that chiobu there today*

Getting Trolled..

So i'm getting trolled on twitter by people posting korean words to me..
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! *cough cough*

*quotes from Twitter*
Me: i rly wanna type out the lyrics for korean songs, but ionno how the shit to type.. so hard to spell..

Troll 1: neo nyangban

Troll 2: 소원을 말해봐 << this one i know!! Sowoneul malhaebwa!! I'm not a Sone for nothing :D

Troll 2 (again): 한국말로 얘기해

Troll 1: nyangban

Troll 2: 얘기를 더 할까?? 한국말로

So after that, i said to myself..
"maybe i should go try learn some basic korean"
but i tell you.. if you think learning chinese is hard, dont even bother with korean..
I gave up after trying to learn 1 to 10.. >_<..

New Addiction O_O

So as you can see from my blog, I have a new addiction in my life O_O And its all thanks to this certain person.. *you know who you are* fyi, that person made me do this too :X

If you're some idiot and still cant figure out what it is.. Look at my blog header kthx. :D Cute arnt they? 9 Angels on Earth. No, actually, 8 Angels and 1 Alien O_O

This person is officially the craziest S♥NE i know.. Spams my twitter everyday like some spambot :X

How did it all happen?.. tbh, i cant really remember too.. But it was somewhere around September last year..

So after O levels, ive been watching all type of Korean reality TV shows just cause the members are inside.. I watched all 58 episodes of Invincible Youth Season 1.. Each episode is like 1 hr 10 mins.. 20+ episodes of SNSD Hello Baby.. and lots more.. Currently watching SNSD Dangerous Boys and Invincible Youth Season 2 also..

Becoming a no life watching all these shows everyday :X

So ive changed my bias too :X Used to like Yoona, but.. Soonkyu too cute alr!! *clenches fist*

Recently Sunny was featured on Miryo's 1st solo album i the track "I Love You, I Love You" (which is my blog song at the moment if you didnt know) Sunny's voice is like a perfect match with Miryo's O_O the track is too awesome to describe :X

Thanks to Isabelle (happy i put your name here now? :X), Ive got Mr Taxi Repackage album + Poster from Korea, and a Calender too.

Cause my room walls are too white, i've ordered like 8 SNSD posters which i will collect this Friday O_O

What else is there to talk about?..

Ohh yea.. SORE TTM!! Missed SNSD Asia Tour in Singapore.. I was overseas when it happened >_<

SNSD YOU BETTER COME BACK TO SINGAPORE SOON!!

Recently, SNSD has been to NY, France and idk where else, and performed on famous TV talk shows. And they announced they will be releasing a new album around June O_O and its a ENGLISH album!!

I tell you.. SM Entertainment very smart.. Very clever at making money.. Make SNSD go around the world promoting their songs, then *boom* release an english album..
Album sales are gonna reach a record high i tell you..
Dont mention how many music charts they are gonna top..

Anyway i cant think of anything else so.. I'll end it here :D

Updates..

Kso my last post was like during O level results, so i'll start updating from there.

So i was working at NTUC for like 1 month.. Last 2 weeks were selling oranges.. And the customers.. Super GL..
And everday.. We take oranges eat and eat and eat.. Eat until xian.. New year, i didnt eat a single orange lol..
Got my payslip this weekend.. After close to 1 month of my resignation..
Surprisingly, i got more than i expected to get O_o

So my grandmother and aunts came down from KL to visit for CNY.
Followed them back to KL and stayed there for 2 weeks.
Flew AirAsia back last Tuesday.
The internet connection on Malaysia.. Is sucky as hell.. Slow as hell.. And DCs all the time.. >_<
So im quite happy to be back in SG..
We have 4 cats and 1 dog in KL, those cats.. all they do is sleep..
For 6-8 hours a day, my blanket is mine, other times, the cat sleeps on it :X
One day, idk who go open the room door.. I got chased out of bed by my cat :X yes i know.. Chased out of bed by a cat..
Shopped like hell in KL. Poly clothes settled. Stuff there are cheap as hell..

Kso.. What else to update about?.. Let me think..

Well its been boring as hell now cause i dont have a job..
Looking for one currently, so if anybody wants to intro me one, it will be great :D

Fixed.

O_o blog fix took short than i expected. Anyway.. Gonna write some posts now.

Blog Maintenance

Kso.. I've not been on my blog for bout 1 month :X

To do list: Fix broken stuff, new blog posts. Edit a few things too maybe..

O lvl results..

Well surprisingly, i did better than i expected to do O_O
I figured i'll get 18 points at the least.
But i got 17 :D

Everybody's feeling dissapointed, sad and what not.
Am i the only one who dgaf about my results :/

Filling up the 12 choices in a pain..

I Thought I was Over This..

I want to tell you, even though the sad times have already past
Close your eyes and feel, how you affect my mind, how you attract my gaze.

Don’t wait for a miracle, there’s a rough road in front of us
with obstacles and future that can’t be known, yet I won’t change, I can’t give up.

Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart
Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped.

Feeling alone in this dark dark night
Your soft breath,
This moment, warmly entwines me in your presence.
I want you to know all my tremors

I love you, just like this. The longed end of wandering.
I leave behind this world’s unending sadness.
Walking the many and unknowable paths, I follow a dim light.
It’s something we’ll do together to the end, into the new world.

No, i did not type all that.
See if u can guess which song its from. (its quite obvious actually cause the title is inside..)

New Blog Song!!

Ok this song is even more awesome then the last one!!
Spend 4 mins of your life listening to it!
You won't regret!!

Blog Song

WHEN YOU VISIT MY BLOG! STOP FOR 3.5 MINS AND LISTEN TO MY BLOG SONG!! CAUSE ITS AWESOME!!

I <3 SNSD!!

Fail outing..

Supposed to have Homies VS Alpha Falcons today @ Bishan Active..
But it the rain had to spoil everything..
Ended up sitting in a circle and playing games like murderer, truth or dare and hmm.. cant remember what else..

Dragged my lazy butt over to J8 after that and got my shoes..

Starting work tomorrow..
You guys better be happy..
You guys have FRIENDS disturbing you at work.. Tmr my PARENTS confirm come find me di xiao xiao..
I guess this is what happens when you work at the nearest shopping center near your house.. >_<..

Waking up at 6am for work is going to be punishing.. Considering i've been waking up at like 10am..