other random updates

O lvls are this year... i know i need to study but i just cant get myself to study... xian man >.< teachers keep saying 10 months of hard work will guarantee you 65 years of payouts...

again im in this fked up state... (again) and no! for those who know who the other person is, it isnt about her this time!

decisions, decisions, decisions... yes? or no? if yes, there is another question... do it? or dont do it... if do it, do it now? or wait till later? >.< argh... cant make up my mind... and if do it, i dont have the guts to! so how can i do it?! >.< demoralizing ttc...

so i'll end off this update with something...

life offers many difficulties in exchange for a few moments of happiness...
these moments are worth a life time...